Wednesday, March 21, 2007

i wish you knew i am finally okay...

(taken from postsecret.com)

my friend duval sent me this quote from grey's anatomy: "in life, we always search for answers because we want to prove ourselves that we had the right decision... but the truth is, we can't search for what's not there. things happen because it's meant to happen. that's why we forgive people even if they hurt us, we love people who don't love us and we smile despite every painful crash in our hearts. at the end of the day, the lesson you get are the answers to your decision."


i always believe that in life, there are no mistakes or failures... they are lessons to be learned. so everything that happened, everything that i did... no regrets. kasi lahat iyun may dahilan.


i no longer watch soaps nowadays (pbb na lang pinapanood ko sa primetime bida) but last week, while channel surfing, i chanced upon anne/celine and sam/jb's scene in maging sino ka man. anne was telling sam na she didnt regret loving him even though he caused her tremendous pain. because he made her stronger by hurting her. kung anu daw si anne ngayon, iyun ay dahil kay sam. and she never thought she would be thanking him for it... "salamat at naging bahagi ka ng buhay ko," she said.


naiyak ako sa eksenang iyun. i had to text a friend to say na super relate ako...


sb, if you're still reading my blog... salamat for everything. sabi nga ni regine, "you made me stronger by breaking my heart..."


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i bumped into a psychic friend last weekend while bluekessa and i were at the mall. at kahit kagagaling ko lang sa pagsimba nun at alam kong di ako dapat naniniwala sa hula, i had to ask my psychic friend kung ano "nababasa" niya sa akin.


it has been a year since we last saw each other and nung time na iyun, when i showed her sb's picture, she said, "nasan ang ex-gf nya? may issues pa siya eh. hindi siya makaka-commit sa iyo."


after a year, i never thought i would be seeing her again and i would be telling her na oo, tama ka nga sa mga sinabi mo nun.


right now, i hold on to her words na lang na "may darating. hindi babalik ha... kundi darating..."



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i think i have found my new blog... blogspot. dito na ako. pwede pa mag-crossposting sa multiply. saya!


sa mga naka-link sa blogcity ko, hindi ko pa malilipat ang mga links dito. di ko pa masyado kabisado. basta, one step at a time lang muna...














4 comments:

Anonymous said...

XYXY po ito =) wala bang auto-notification din sa blogspot para may mailing list ulit? thanks =)

Anonymous said...

ate noreen... may accnt naren ako dito.. lipatan na!! hahah-lushlips

blueskies said...

yung kanta rin ni regine naalala ko habang binabasa ko yung entry mo. :D

siguro dito na rin ako lilipat... dini-delay ko lang. hehe

rina said...

aynako. aanhin mo naman ang sangkaterbang blog accounts kung hindi ka naman nagpo-post? aba, anong petsa na?

oo, bumabawi lang ako for those times na nangha-harrass ka rin for an update :D