Thursday, January 24, 2008

two years ago...

kailangan ko lang mag-blog tungkol dito. two years ago... sa starbucks ayala. i've finally found someone ang song of the moment ko.

it started over coffee, we started out as friends... it's funny how from simple things, the best things begin...

sa isang kape lang nagsimula... starbucks ayala, january 24, 2006

natapos din over coffee... starbucks ayala, march 29, 2007

fourteen months. fourteen months of giddy feeling and new experiences. of mixed emotions of feeling loved and being abused, of being valued and used, of being trusted and betrayed. iyong good times and bad times. iyong tawanan, iyakan, sumbatan, away at suyuan.

ganun naman kapag nagmahal di ba? masaya ka pero masasaktan ka.

isang kape lang sa starbucks. who would have thought na mauuwi lang pala sa isa sa lowest point ng buhay ko. worst heartache. iyong sobrang miserable ako at ayaw ko na bumangon sa umaga. iyong sobrang dilim ng mundo ko.

pero tapos na iyun. sa ngayon, ito ang song of the moment ko:

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.


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