Wednesday, July 30, 2008

near to you

"ayokong maging malisyosa. ayokong mag-isip ng kung anu-ano. pero babae ako. iba ang nararamdaman ko sa gusto kong paniwalaan, " isang linya sa your song episode sa september.

kasama ko si rose at si jayson ngayon. ginagawa na namin ang tatakbuhin ng next episode. emotional ang episode nito. close to my heart.

"sabi mo noon, the people you meet have purpose in your life. do you mean we're connected because you're meant to hurt me?"
"hindi. i was meant to teach you a lesson..."

"i love you."
"hindi mo pa ako kilala..."
"enough na iyong alam ko tungkol sa iyo for me to love you..."

gusto ko ang episode na ginagawa namin. walang coincidence. lahat may dahilan. tapos may konsepto ng karma. ng 6 degrees of separation. of destiny playing cruel joke on you. and realizing na kahit na tadhana messes up with your life, nasa iyo pa rin ang choice kung paano mo ito ide-deal. kung ide-defy mo or magpapa-agos ka na lang sa takbo ng buhay.

"alam ko i let you go, i set you free. but that doesn't mean im giving up on you. binibigyan lang kita ng time to sort things out. pero andito lang ako, maghihintay sa iyo..."

hai. why do i have this feeling na iiyak na naman ako habang nagsusulat ng script? :)

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nasesenti ako sa near to you by a fine frenzy...

near to you

he and I had something beautiful
but so dysfunctional, it couldn't last
i loved him so but i let him go
'cause i knew he'd never love me back

such pain as this
shouldn't have to be experienced
i'm still reeling from the loss,
still a little bit delirious

near to you, i am healing
but it's taking so long
'cause though he's gone
and you are wonderful
it's hard to move on
yet, i'm better near to you.

you and i have something different
and i'm enjoying it cautiously
i'm battle scarred, i am working oh so hard
to get back to who i used to be

he's disappearing
fading suddelly
i'm so close to being yours
won't you stay with me
please

i only know that i am
better where you are...

song of the moment: near to you by a fine frenzy

quote for the day: "alam ko i let you go, i set you free. but that doesn't mean im giving up on you. binibigyan lang kita ng time to sort things out. pero andito lang ako, maghihintay sa iyo..."

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