Wednesday, June 17, 2009

:(

saying goodbye is really painful. it is never easy ending something. lalo na kung angtagal na ng pinagsamahan nyo...

in my case... three years and four months. i was there when it started... biro nga sa akin, timon daw ako doon. for three years, i've seen people come and go. may mga umalis. may mga bumalik. may mga nawala.

relationships were formed. bonded with people. established remarkable friendships.

pero ganoon yata talaga. darating sa point na kailangan mo na pumili. it was difficult pero kailangan... hindi ko alam kung tama ang ginawa kong pag-iwan para piliin ang isang bagay na walang kasiguraduhan. hindi ko alam kung makakabalik pa ako. o kung tatanggapin pa nila ako. baka by the time na ready na ako bumalik, hindi na nila ako matatanggap.

pero angdami ko na ni-risk. nagawa ko na ito two years ago when i chose abs-cbn over my corporate job in a stable company.

and now, i took another risk -- i ended a three-year love affair with a show.

mami-miss ko ang mga tao doon. mami-miss ko ang lock in. ang batuhan ng ideas. mami-miss ko ang pagsusulat doon.

but all good things must come to an end. may shelf life ang lahat ng bagay. salamat sa three years of wonderful learning experience.

ang dasal ko na lang, Lord, bahala ka na sa akin... :)

2 comments:

Rej said...

oo nga mahirap talaga ang umalis pero sa totoo lang para sa both parties (umalis at naiwan) parehong masakit. im sure they will all miss you as much as you're going to miss your friends, co-workers, everything. but don't worry, in time you'll be fine. just continue to pursue your plans. eventually in the end you will get what you really want in life. Good luck in your next journey. Have fun. God Bless! Cheers! :)

noreen said...

REJ... salamat. leaving is really painful pero sometimes, kailangan mo gawin kasi you have to do other things. sabi nga, you change for two reasons... either you learn enough that you want to or youve been hurt enough that you have to. ive learned enough...i want to change :)