kapag hindi ka mahal ng taong mahal mo, ikaw iyong letter E sa word na LOVE. nandiyan ka pero hindi pino-pronounce.
it was just a forwarded text message pero ang daming naka-relate noong nilagay ko sa FB. napakarami bang letter E sa mundo?
am watching you've got mail on hbo right now. i have seen this movie several times before but whenever i'd catch it on cable, i'd still watch it...
i remember 10 to 9 years ago, i met someone online. he was a law student then. we hit it off really well. we were exchanging emails, parang si shopgirl at si ny152 sa movie. kung anu-ano lang pinag-uusapan namin. until we became text mates. we'd talk about music, movies, tv shows... we'd talk about our lives... the exchange lasted for more than a year before we finally agreed to meet.
no, i wasn't thinking he could be the tom hanks in my life... but while watching the movie again, ang dami ko na-realize.... isa na doon...tumatanda na ako...
noong bata pa ako, ang yabang ko pa... "i am single by choice." ang dami kong inaayawan. ang dami kong pinalampas. ayoko sa kanya kasi: he wears yellow socks. he has p-f deficiency. he is boring. he looks like balut.
when i was younger (and several pounds lighter), strangers would approach me sa bar to talk to me, and ask for my name and my number. may isa pa nakipag-usap sa akin habang kumukuha ako ng tissue paper sa sm megamall at sinabing i look familiar. his line was "i never forget a face..."
and then suddenly, i wake up one day and im in my 30s na.
i'm not saying nagsisisi ako sa mga lalakeng pinalampas ko. it's just that, sometimes, you have to give someone another chance. hindi iyong biglang mong i-di-dismiss dahil may nakita kang mali....
now, natuto na ako...
everytime i get to watch you've got mail.... lagi akong nakaka-relate sa line dun na
"is there someone else?"
"no. but there's a dream of someone..."
tiyempong kapag napapanood ko... meron akong "dream of someone..."
pero no expectations whatsoever. one day at a time. basta nangingiti lang ako. period. :)
song of the moment: anyone at all - OST ng you've got mail.
quote for the day: "i wanted it so much to be you," meg ryan to tom hanks in you've got mail.
what i learned recently: everyone deserves a second chance